Today marks my 10th year in church...time flies...when i 1st came...i was still in sec 3...how my friend reach out to me...hmmm...we were just having some random conversation in the classroom after our exams and I just mentioned I believe there is a God and Jesus, she was not very close to me...but when she hear that, she say u cannot just know but u mus experience Him...thats how she start reaching out to me...thank God for her boldness back then...we really seldom talk in class de...then the 1st time she invited me was to cell group at Redhill on Deepavali in the year 2000....haha....

When I went into the house…the people greeted me and she intro me to her cgl…a very pretty lady…hee…during worship, I felt something…at that time I din know it was the presence of God…and after cg…I accepted Christ…

these 10 years walking with God...its not a bed of roses...i went through all the different trials and tribulations...experiencing His love & grace over and over again...experiencing the joy...but i thank God that He is always there...and He send different ones into my life to be there with me...
wanted thanks all the leaders whom have been there for me and also friends...
CGL
Yvonne Chua (YK Zone)
Belinda Ho
Pst Edmund
Edmund Tan
Joseph Kwek
Jin Lian
Jerb
Minghui
Joanne
And now i m back in Jerb cg...haha...thanks to all my 9 leaders who was there at diff point of my life...to help me know God more, love Him more and to be there for me...Not forgetting a few friends who have been there...Throughout these 10 years...i try to name...10 years...many have been there at diff times...hee
Friends
Jane Law
Jiahui
Suting
Clara
Natalie
Kai Lin
Bernice
Jean
Siying
Sze Wing
Leny
Nikki
Evelyn
See Wan
Selena Lai
Selena Shen
Ravi
Sijia
Gwen
Weiying
Liting
Eunice
Peixiong
Pamela
Jing Jing
Xue Li
Yolanda
Germaine
Yan Ling (Church of our Savior)
Angeline (Jurong Christian Church)
Amy (Taiwan - SOT Friend)
Joanne (Sitiawan)
Ailyn (Sitiawan - SOT Friend)
Thanks for playing a part in my life...those who had being there and those who are still there :)

Walau Seribu Rebah

Mercies that rise with the new morn
Set me apart as a new born
Each moment I live,
by faith I believe
With You I'm never alone

Darkness may come,
trials seem so long
You are the light
I depend on
Through valleys and storms,
Your word keeps me strong
My shelter, refuge and song
I trust in You

Everyday I live
I know You are my God
I lift my face and look to you my God
Even when the mountains tremble
And a thousand fall
I will stand with YouMy JesusTake my all

我从来不曾怀疑过
到底你有多么爱我
我生命里的每一分钟
都有你看顾着我

有的时候黑暗临到
有的时候巨浪狂风
我心依然满有平安
因为有你看顾我
我的主

不管前面道路有多困苦
耶稣你永远是我的帮助
只要有你在我生命中
永远看顾
我必能一路永跟随
我的主

Though I did not understand the Indo part, but I cried during that moment...As I go thru the dark Valleys, I am clinging to God. I know He is there...and I want to thank my cgl-Jerb and my best buddy and sis-Ailyn...for being there...to comfort...to speak the truth in love...to lecture and be firm when there is a need..I know I am not fighting this alone...God is with me...Jerb and Ailyn always make time for me in the midst of their busyness and I know if u r reading this...you will pray for me...I will fight on!!! The victory belongs to Jesus Christ!!!

Thank God for such a great rest last week...thank God for great friends...went on my 1st cruise trip from 22-25 Aug on Star Virgo, stopping by Penang and Pucket...well...think normal price for this cruise is $500++...but i only pay $250 for it...cause my friend's mum got pts to redeem...i call this friend "mummy" cause she always nag at me but i know for my own good...some of u might know who i talking about...hee...



Sunday after svc went to Harbourfront to meet "mummy" and the mum and the friends of the mum...board the cruise at 3pm..and we tour around the cruise ourselves...had this nice international buffet dinner..then me and "mummy" just stay in the room to watch HBO...wanted to watch magic show de,...but in the end my eyes glued to the tv...haha..and guess what time i slp? healthy lifestyle sia...slept at 10.30pm...haha..and woke up at 8am on 23/08...went for our breakfast, rested a while and went tanning and swimming..of coz me dunno how to swim so ust went to soak water...haha...then went for lunch...we reach penang at bout 2 and we call for a cab on our own..well..still got cheated...the guy kip saying bring us to butterfly garden..and we din ask anything..when we reach..then we realise need pay RM$20...haha..then we went to the shoppigng centre...nothing much then we had tea break tasting all the penang kway tiao...the local delicacies..most of the time was spend on travelling..then after eating..we went to this mall to walk walk..as we shop...i was tired..cause nothing to buy...we told her mum and friends to gather at main entrance at 6.45...at 6.40 then we saw the mall got Padini..went in quick quick try 2 shirt and i bought it...one for RM$109 and another RM$50+...haha...then we each main entrance at 6.50pm...got scolded...cause the mum was worried...then we went back to the cruise...had dinner again...haha...shower then watch a show put up by the cruise crew then went back room...and slept again at 10+...haha...woke up at bout 7am on 24/08...when we woke up...we have already reached phuket...was kindly happy when i see those stores by the port...went to patong beach and bought a dress..bought 2 t-shirts at THB$150 each...and a jumper suit for my god-son at THB$180...baby's clothes more ex than adult de... i just love thailand...wanna go next year with sec sch friends...hopefully...hee...then went back on board at 4 plus...went tanning again...weird...din get tan from tanning but have become darker after walking at phuket for half a day...hee...love to look a bit tanner...then went back to shower and prepare for Gala dinner (captain's night)..."mummy" ordered white wine and we drank most of it...cannot finish.,brought back to cabin...then went to the show (part of gala dinner) put up by the crew...but dunno y...i was too tired that i dozed off...once we went back cabin at 10..din bother to switch on tv..i auto went to bed le...haha...dunno y so tired...woke up at 6.45am on 25/08...to watch sunrise and also went gym...i put on 1.6kg on that 4 days of cruise :( haha....was kind of relax...that was the last day le...i just watch tv...walk ard...went arcade...reach Singapore at bout 6 plus.;..had a GOOD trip...hee...was a healthy one with the the early sleeping and waking up early...hee

went for Genting with sec sch friends for irene's hens night...we board the bus at bout 10 on 27/08 and reach Genting at 4am the next day, went to the hotel to put our things and went Casino...Ling and Pat went back to sleep...rene and me went back at 9 plus in the morning to slp and woke up at around 11am...shifted to the resort and went for lunch at the mushroom restaurant...had a gd lunch and thanks rene's mum for the treat....we went to sing k for 3 hours after that...then shop ard for a while...then went dinner....after dinner, we went back to the hotel and shower...watch show...then went over to rene's room and start the hen's night party...haha..we had an enjoyable time...wahahahaha./...ended at bout 1am then all of us went casino again...except for ling...went back to hotel at bout 3am...then woke up at 9 the next day...haha...

during the cruise...i had plenty of slp...but went genting...super lack of slp...haha...so even till now..havebn adjust back...and going batam next thu to sat for church retreat with the adults in our zone...looking forward to it :) but jean and nikki only coming on fri :(





What a NICE & BEAUTIFUL song...sing this in my daily QT..

It doesn’t matter where I run, You’re there for me
It doesn’t matter what I’ve done Your love’s for me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace

It doesn’t matter where I go, You walk with me
It doesn’t matter when I fall, You cover me
You wipe away the tears, You lift me when I fall
My life is safe by the mercy of Your grace

You are my Father, Provider
You’re my Deliverer
Your mercies embrace me, surround me
Through Your everlasting love

Father I worship You
Father I worship You

And Your love is for me
And Your love is for me
And Your love is forever



Whosoever controls the tongue controls the whole body. What we speak, we are going to get.

If we keep on saying that we are able – that we can achieve success, then all of our body would be bridled to success. We would be ready to meet any challenge; ready to conquer it. This is the reason we should never speak in a negative way.

Feed your nervous system with these words constructive, progressive, productive, victorious words. Keep repeating them so that you can have control of your whole body. Then you will become victorious. For you will become completely conditioned to meet your environment and circumstances and achieve complete success.



Attended Ronald's Holy Matt last month...and attended Yan Ling's Holy Matt ytd..heard this chinese worship song..its so nice..





Copied from Pst Kong's Blog
Crucifying The Old Man
10 Apr 2010

Knowing this, that our old man was crucified with Him, that the body of sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves of sin. Romans 6:6

How can we ever come to a place where we seldom or hardly sin? The key is found in Romans 6:6 where it says that our old man needs to be crucified with Christ. What does that mean? Let me illustrate with this example:

Say there is this terrible man who drinks heavily and smokes a lot. He watches pornography on television all the time. He visits sleazy massage parlors and constantly cheats on his wife. Whenever he is in a bad mood or comes home drunk, he becomes violent and beats up his wife and kids. And whenever his wife and children come back from church, he would use the vilest profanities and start cursing God.

One Sunday morning, his wife and kids have gone to church and the man is watching pornography on television again. He has a glass of whiskey in his hand and a cigar in his mouth.
That Sunday, his family has a wonderful time in church. But as they approach home, they become very fearful. Would daddy be drunk when we enter the door? Would he beat us up again? But when they step into the house, they are shocked. The cigar and whiskey are by the table but the man is not smoking or drinking. The television is on but he is not watching it either. He didn't shout, curse or swear at them. He didn't get violent or beat them up. What happened?

The man had just died of a heart attack! And when he died, he also became dead to sin-to all his bad habits and vices!

The Bible says that at Calvary, Jesus took your old nature, the old man, the “old you”-who likes to sin, rebel, lie-and nailed it together with Him to the cross. In exchange, the new man, the nature of God in Christ, becomes alive in us. When we live out the life of the new man, the power of sin has no more hold on us.

A very important truth is that Romans 6:6 starts with the word "knowing." That word means "knowledge by experience" or "knowledge by supernatural revelation." That is why it is so crucial to have personal encounters with the presence and the power of God. Religious information to your head alone will not help you become victorious. You need daily encounters with God to live out the overcoming life in Christ.



I HAVE COME TO BOW DOWN
AT YOUR FEET LORD JESUS
IN YOUR PRESENCE
THERE IS FULLNESS OF JOY
THERE IS NOTHING,
THERE IS NO ONE TO COMPARE WITH YOU
I TAKE PLEASURE IN WORSHIPPING
I TAKE PLEASURE IN WORSHIPPING
I TAKE PLEASURE IN WORSHIPPING YOU LORD

我要屈膝敬拜
在主祢的脚前
何等喜乐
在祢的面前
无一事物
无一人能与祢相比
我心渴慕来敬拜祢
我心渴慕来敬拜祢
我心渴慕来敬拜祢 耶稣



Sang this praise song in CHCKL on sunday, this morning the song kept ringing in my mind...today is gonna be a HAPPY DAY :)



The greatest day in history, Death is beaten
You have rescued me
Sing it out Jesus is alive
The empty cross, The empty grave
Life eternal You have won the day
Shout it out Jesus is alive
He's alive

Oh happy day, happy day
You washed my sin away
Oh happy day, happy day
I'll never be the same
Forever I am changed

When I stand, in that place
Free at last, meeting face to face
I am Yours Jesus You are mine
Endless joy, perfect peace
Earthly pain finally will cease
Celebrate Jesus is alive
He's alive

Oh happy day, happy day
You washed my sin away
Oh happy day, happy day
I'll never be the same OHH NO
Forever I am changed

Oh what a glorious day
What a glorious way
That You have saved me
Oh what a glorious day
What a glorious name

YEAHHH

Oh happy day, happy day
You washed my sin away
Oh happy day, happy day
I'll never be the same
Forever I am changed
What a glorious glorious day,I'll never be the same







recently we have been singing this song in church...i love this song...the words are all so meaningful...



Lord, You're more than anything
You're more than gold, more than anything
Lord, You're everything to me
I will never let You go, never ever let You go

Your love is higher, higher than the heaven
Your mercy's deeper, deeper than the earth
Your grace is wider, wider than the ocean
I will never let You go, never ever let You go



24 Feb
Woke only at 10 plus..haha..super tired...went to the centre for a while to check my mails and update facebook...haha...had crabs for lunch...yummy..love seafood...Ailyn and Eric went back to the centre and i stayed at home...babysitting experience...not easy sia...Aunty Saras was putting Kehyan to slp but at the same time kayla is sleeping...woo...finally got kayla to slp and i was really tired...haha...when Ailyn came back,i was telling her i dun wanna have kids...haha...adopt older kids back...but think i say only...wun do tt...went out for a while and they bought bak ku teh for me...bak gu teh here is nice..not like those in Singapore so salty and they give a lot of soup...imagine we pour out..the soup can be put into 2 bowls..hee...then they brought me to lumut...this very nice place..the only windy place..hahaah...enjoy the wind...went back to watch tv prog and had a chat with Ailyn eating pomela at the same time...enjoy the fellowship time...

25 Feb
Woke up at 8plus after receiving a sms from my manager in Singapore...haha...din do anything much in the morning...in the afternoon after Kayla came back from school, guided her in her homework,writing chinese characters...then after she took her afternoon nap..I went out together with Ailyn...went to had chendol with glutinous rice...wow..its was good to have that on such a warm day....cooling...after that i went or a full body massage at RM$50 for an hour...after my massage...the massage was shiok sia...waited at the shop for Ailyn to pick me up...then i was introduced to her 'sister", Joanne...this gal is so close to Ailyn that Kayla call her Joanne Yi Yi...well..intially when i met her...we din really talk much...haha..was shy...hee...then we went back to bring Kayla and Kehyan out...we went to this restaurant place call kenneth's place...and once we got the wep key...both joanne and i went online with our phone..she is carrying a e71...and eric was using his notebook...then ailyn was like..hey the two of u using phone then i....haha..me and joanne laughed...cause she was busy with her 2 kids...after that we went to Giant...that was when the ice was broken between me and joanne..though it was the first day we noe each other...but we had so much we can talk about..making fun and "bullying" each other...haha..(Joanne...i know u r reading this..hee...) we had our fun time buying diapers as they were on sale...haha...Ailyn was trying to find the brand drypers but could not find it...in the end me and Joanne saw it...and we were like standing there..taking the drypers and joanne on the phone with Ailyn saying we found it...we stood there to wait for ailyn to come over and joanne say people must be thinking what is these 2 young ladies buying diapers for..haha...btw..joanne is 19 this year..after that we went home...had another round of sharing with Ailyn bout my walk with God...good time of fellowship..hee

26 Feb
woke up at 9 plus...heard kehyan's voice from downstairs..hee..today is a public holiday in Malaysia and so Kayla had no school...we went to Mac for breakfast...went back to the house and was tired..joanne la..keep saying bout sleepin after a heavy breakfast...haha...ailyn went back to the centre..and i spent time with kayla..playing the role of the teacher...in the end..we decide to do cards...haha...she did a birthday card for the daddy and thank you cards for Joanne,Aunty Saras and of course her beloved mummy...its not a card though...just drawing on the paper...but its the thought that counts..she really put efforts in it...then it was her nap time....wow..she took a long time to sleep and i was really tired...finally at 4.30 she slept...4.45 someone pat me on my shoulder...haha..ailyn and joanne came to bring me out...i was tired...but i rather go out..hee..we went to this shop but nothing caught my eye...Ailyn bought something...then they brought me to dinner...had this rice mixed with thai sauce and orawns...quite worth it...it had 6 prawns in it and it cost only RM$5.50..ailyn and i say at the same time if its in singapore, they would only have 3 prawns...haha..went back after that for a short rest before proceeding to cg...they have their cg at 8 in the church...it was led by their pastor...pst Dave...great presence of God...went home feeling great...had another long sharing with Ailyn...bout my family...woo...1st time sharing with her...tears were in my eyes as i was sharing but i held back my tears...went to bed only at 2am...hee

27 Feb
woke up at 9..this time woke up by the chirping of the bird..haha...light sleeper ya?no la...had enough rest these days so think with enough rest...i would wake up hearing the slightest noise...hee..went to have roti canai(dunno if the spelling is right) with joanne,ailyn and kayla..went back and kayla got me and joanne to play puzzle with her...she took out 1..we finished together...she took out another 3,1 after another, but fix a few piece then the rest me and joanne fix...well..but we had a great time ya...took turns to take care of kayla and kehyan while ailyn discussed with Eric something in the room...joanne had better stamina than me when it comes to carrying kehyan...Joanne drove Ailyn to the centre and i stayed home with the kids..Eric's friend Jeff came to prepare ingredients for pasta for the next day's outreach...read a storybook of 10 pages to kayla before her nap...waited for Ailyn and Joanne to come back before we proceed to church for svc at 5pm...when i reached...i just stick with Joanne...cause dun really noe anyone in church...Pst Dave's wife, Vara whom i met during cg the day before remembered my name..haha...then we started praise and worship in chinese...one of the praise song we sang was Awaken my soul...we sang the worship song Through it All...

the presence of God was so strong..God spoke to me regarding some issues in my life..Pst preach a msg about dreams...n God spoke again...that night i had a good chat with ailyn...i told her what God had spoken to me and showed me my weakness...

28 Feb
woke up later today...at 9.10...oops..was late...svc is at 10...after i woke up...realise Ailyn had got the kids alomost ready...hee..went to church and Ailyn asked to carry Kehyan and bring kayla up first...well...when i reached...kayla went to find her friend and i carried kehyan into the hall...saw ailyn's cg member Jasmine and chatted for a while...one of the church mate came and wanted to carry kehyan...at first this boy turn away...haha...in the end still let her carry him...Jasmine was sayoing the boy have got used to me..haha...a bit lonely today cause joanne was not here...haha...eric led us into praise...we sang nothing is impossible in chinese...man...i could not catch up with the chinese words...haha...then Vara led us into a time of worship...we sang how great is our God and through it all...needless to say...God spoke again..wow...powerful weekend...God use 3 diff days to teach me diff things...and its just how amazing how He works...after the service we went downstairs to eat...i had bak gu teh ee mee...joanne came to join us for lunch..ailyn brought kehyan back 1st...kayla and myself went back in Joanne's car...after that we just chatted and played with the kids...well..then it was time for Joanne to go back to KL as she have school the next day...gal..though i din say anything...but was sad to see u leave...thank God for this friendship...though we just knew each other for 4 days...but it dun seem like it ya...you are no stranger to me..hahah...we ma chiam know each other for years ya...Jeff came to cook his pasta for the outreach...see how he cooked...and was saying find one day cook for my cg...haha...then we proceed to church at bout 4...begin to help out a bit here and there..haha..as if here for mission trip... mingle around with the people...there were a lot of food..then we started playing this game called the speed chatting...well..all the guys sat in a row and the gals in a row...opp each other...we were given 2 mins to ask as many qns to the person opp us...then after 2 mins..change...we took papers and wrote down all the answers...haha..then came the time when we have to choose representative up the stage to challenge...lady versus guy...we have to answer the question given of the other team...lets say the qns is what s his/her fav actor...i have to write the answer of teh guy on stage,..and he have to write mine...if both got it wrong or right..nothing happen...but if one ans wrongly and the other correct...the one who answer wrongly have to give his red packet to the other party...in the end 3 guys lost their ang baos to the girls...haha...fun game...exciting sia...haha...fellowship till late...got to chat with other members in the cg...though i might see them again the next time...but thesse are eternal friendships and i know i will see them in Heaven...thank God there is facebook...haha...took a number of pictures...went back...shared with Ailyn what God spoke to me in the morning...as we think back..its just amazing how God works...ailyn say imagine if back in SOT...i din lend my laptop to do assignment..we might not be so close and i might not have come to perak during this time and God would not have been able to speak to me cause my heart was so cold and hardened...and if i din come this trip...i would have meet a cray friend like joanne....oops...haha...God works in ways we can never imagine...well..kinda sad as it was the last night for me...

1 Mar
woke up at 7.30...cause my bus leave at 9am..starting to feel emo...haha...send kayla to school and had breakfast with Ailyn and Eric...the bus came at bout 9.30...gave Ailyn a hug before boarding the bus...she told me not to forget the lessons God had taught me here...haha...when the bus left..unknowingly there was tears in my eyes...sad to leave...it had been 7 wonderful days...days of fellowship...eating and time with God...reached Singapore custom at only 7.30pm...woo...so tired..watch movies in the bus then slp then watch movie again...there was a lady who vomitted blood in the bus when the bus was on the highway....so we had to wait for the ambulance to come and hence the delay...reached home..tired..but happy

Thank God for the friends made this trip(especially Joanne Dong)...Thank God for His lessons...Thank God for the good food and good time of fellowship...thank God for letting me realise parenting is really not easy and i really salute all parents out there...including my dad and my mum....really fruitful trip...Thank God for everything





21-22 Feb
Met Ailyn at bout 5.30pm at Yew Tee Mrt Station and went over to her parents place to say good bye...after we reached, they decided to have dinner over there, i did not eat anything as i was too full from afternoon's steamboat, just drank a pack of water..we left singapore at bout 7pm,and travel all the way...Salute to Eric as he was driving, it is not easy...7 hrs on the road, baby kehyen and kayla fell alseep soon after we board the car, Ailyn and I chat for a while and we felt tired, we took a nap in the car, Eric just kept onn driving, listening to the radio and sing out to keep himself awake...woke up bout 2-3 times and fell asleep again, at bout 11pm, i woke up again and Ailyn say we had lost our way, took the wrong exit and went into KL...haha...so we stopped there, Kayla had her porridge and Eric had ice cream (they ordered corn and they gave him cone) and french fries, i was still quite full so din eat anything, Eric say my steamboat really worth it, can tahan so many hours...hee..then we went on the road again, we reached Sitiawan at bout 2 plus in the morning, earlier than we expected...we estimate to reach bout 3am, but we reach earlier despite getting lost in KL...we unload the things in the car boot,wow....there are really a lot of things...they have a big house(2-storey)...haha...their kitchen is bigger than the ones in Singapore...after which Ailyn showed me my room and soon i went to bed...next morning i woke up at bout 10am, went down to play with kayla after which we went for branch, i had cha kway teow..went back to fetch Kehyen and brought both kayla and kehyen to the chinese doctor,came back and played with Kayla...she being the teacher and me being the student..then Ailyn decorate a photo frame with Kayla which she wants to give to her Callie jie jie...at bout 3 in the noon, kayla took a nap and finally Ailyn and I have some time to talk...haha...its not easy to have some fellowship among ourselves with the kids around unless they sleep...hee...at bout 5 plus, i also went to take a nap...kayla came to wake me up at 6.30 to go for dinner...went to Eric's parents place at Ayer Tawar for dinner...wow...love home cooked food, there was soup, mushroom with veg and prawn(my fav)..hee..during dinner...ailyn was saying she wants to find me a rich husband so i will stay here and accompany her...haha...and she ask kayla whether she wants me to stay...she say yes and begin to think of who they can pair me up with...and this gal dun give up so easily...haha...she kip giving names after names...haha...and some silly qns...nake me n ailyn kept laughing..haha...after dinner, we played with kayla and kehyan...its really not easy to handle both at the same time...we play with kayla we will see kehyen crawling over...we play with kehyen..we will have kayla comin to us...wow...that night kayla really had a good time, she mentioned she was very happy because mummy had no work and spent time with her...we went home and dabao mee rebus and curry beehoon on the way back...i had mee rebus and it was really nice...compared to Singapore..haha...Ailyn say she want to feed me 4 meals a day, breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper...haha...looks like i dun put on weight is fake de...haha...we watch tg shows till 1 plus, eric played the disc Bruce Almighty...so i also continue to watch the show...went to bed at bout 3am...tired..oh...i carried baby kehyan...its been so long since i last carried a baby...after a while...my hand begin to ache...haha...too little exercise...received 2 angbaos today - from Eric's mum and from Ailyn...haha...

23 Feb
Woke up as early as 8am...madness...haha...slept for only 5 hrs...went for breakfast and they brought me to eat prawn mee....yummy..the food is really tasty and it is without MSG...woo...i finish the soup as well...we went to bank to deposit the angbao $$ at AmBank...they had this promotion which is u deposit RM$500, you get a chance to go into this thing to grab the color papers, the number of paper and u take determines the gifts you can exchange for...haha...and red represents cash...well....it is not easy with all the paper flying about...the 3 of us got some gifts in exchange..hee...then they deposit another RM$500 and eric went for another round, with the experience, he grab more this time and we had quite a number of gifts, after which we went to stand chart and went to pick Kayla up from her school, went home to change and she asked me to shower her...haha...also my first time...looks like i have a lot of 1st time trying on on Sitiawan...hee...we went for a delicious seafood lunch and it was yummy..Eric invited 2 friends from Stand Chart for lunch...in the end they pay before going off..so paiseh....we went to Ailyn/s friend- Callie's shop to pass her the photo frame that kayla had decorated and i bought 2 tops there...we brought kayla back for her afternoon nap and Ailyn and i went out..noe she is tired but still brought me out...touched...thanks for being such a great host...we went a shop where her church member is working and i bought a dress there...tried 3 pcs and can only fit in 1...time to lose weight...haha...after this trip...we went to the education centre where i can finally access to my e-mails and facebook...wow...once i am on msn..a lot pple pop me questionns here and there...thenn we went back at 6.30 and rested...went for leaders meeting with them...din have dinner causen of the late lunch but we had supper...haha...eric went out to buy hor fun for me...woo...the hua dan hor really have a lot eggs...hee...yummy...went to bed at 1am...oh ya..the weather here is really really hot...cannot tahan sia..was telling ailyn this will be the only thing i will NOT miss in Sitiawan...haha...

To be continued.....



wow...haven been blooging for a long time...1st post in 2010 will be my bkk trip from 17-19 jan 2010...hee...booked jet star last year when there was a one for one promotion, me and my colleague,ann bought tix to bkk...and it cost us SGD$89 each...then we book Diamond City Hotel and they had promo too i think...each one of us pay $45 each for 2 nights...
on our1st day there, we reach at bkk timr 12.30,took a cab to our hotel and check in...took the bts(their mrt) to chatuchak and started shopping ard...wow..the things were cheap and nice...i bought 3 dresses at the price of bout 200baht each which is bout SGD$10...haha...then bought some t-shirts too..went back to hotel and put our things before going to MBK...hee...bought a sweater to 300baht...had our dinner there..steamboat...
went back to hotel for thai masssage..then went to bed...hee...
second day went walk ard...bought soveniers more and saw lots of kitty and pooh stuff...din really do much and 2nd and 3rd day except shop ard...but din buy much cause already spend SGD$100 on 1st day...oh ya...2nd day had bird nest and also shark fin during dinner...yummy...plus some dim sum, only cosst us SGD$20...hee...
saw this in our room...funny sign.."we have to play for the damages?"haha
anyway i want to go back again...with more money the next time...haha



the more i listen to this song..the more i like it..."我的爱" by 蔡淳佳



This was the theme song for the channel 8 series "By my Side" or 不凡的爱 ...nice show...was touched by Elvin love towards Rui En...will i find someone who love me this much? i like what Elvin always mention in the show "只要 不放弃，就会有奇迹出现的一天“...will i find someone that love me so much like Buqun and Yuhang in the show?



Free sun's cd fancy free. With every U weekly issue 200 and wan bao newspaper at buzz outlet. From 5th oct to 11 oct. While stocks last! Do support her:-)




Woke up feeling like a millionaire
Walking down the street with the wind in my hair
All the boys stare, say I look so good
No, I'm not cocky but I knew that they would
Cause everywhere I go my life is a party
I don't have a worry, the sun keeps on shining on me
Look how it's shining on me, looking at me
All of their eyes are on me (All of their eyes are on me)
And I....

I feel so beautiful, (I'm lovely)
Can't no one tell me no (I'm fancy free)
My life's a circus show (Its's lovely)
No matter where I go (I'm fancy free)

Dee, dee, dee, dee
Dee, dee, dee, dee, dee, dee
Dee, dee, dee, dee, dee, dee, dee

I'm fancy free
Feels just I'm on a shooting star
Made my wish to be a super star
If I'm wrong and dream don't come ture
I'll just make today what I want to
Have your say, you can't break my high
You should join me on my carpet ride
Let's play, what you sat?
Say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
It's so easy, see that's your problem right there
You 're too cool, (Yeah, yeah)
I'm just tryna have fun, stop worrying so much
And just follow me
Cause I feel so beautiful
Can't no one tell me so
My life's a circus show
No matter where I go
I'm fancy free



In the morning when I reach Office
Wa, Fri(25/09/2009) I was on leave and Sat(26/09/2009) was my off day...guess how many emails there are in my outlook express today when I turn on my Com? There are a total of 43 emails...faint..haha

At bout 11am
Wa...its coming to 11 and i just finished replying all emails and acting on the emails...fainted...half day gone...



“I’ve done __ stupid things out of 37″ in the title field.

STUPID TEST

[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking
[ ] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking
[X] You have ran into a glass/screen door
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle
[X] You have thought of something funny while walking by yourself
[X] Laughed, then watched people give you weird looks

So far:3

[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow
[ ] You have tried to lick your elbow… a few times
[X] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[X] You just tried to sing them.

So far: 5

[X] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[] You have choked on your own spit .
[] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[] You’ve never seen the Matrix.
[] You type only with two fingers.

So far: 6

[] You have accidentally caught something on fire
[X] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your
nose/eyes.
[X] You have caught yourself drooling.
[] You have fallen asleep in class and fell outta your chair

So far: 8

[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[X] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[ ] You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math

So far: 10

[X] You have eaten a bug (Dead ones - during church Fear Factor)
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important
[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and
didn’t realize it [i went to macritchie from yewtee with my pe shorts the other way]
[X] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in
your hand
[ ] You have ran around naked in your house.

so far: 11

[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t.
[X] You break a lot of things.
[X] Your friends know not to use big words around you.
[X] You tilt your head when you’re confused
[X] You have fallen out of your chair before

So far: 15

[ ] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the
texture of the ceiling or wall
[X] The word “ummmmm” is used many times a day.

TOTAL: 16



Monday me and my cg went to Buona Vista in the evening to celebrate Xiao Lu's birthday...that day Jing Ying was sitting beside me during dinner and we had a great chat..this gal is really cute..like to listen to emo songs..haha...then we say find one day want go ladies night together and also ktv...hmmm...then when going back, i find her a bit upset upset so i dropped her a sms...then i tol her not to listen to too many emo songs...haha...from there we chat a bit and she mentioned i like a sis to her...this gal so cute...go share in cg today..during testimony say at first she thought i hard to get along with and i thought she very proud...but after monday, she felt this yuan fen between us and say i like her sis...haha..at that point of time..i was kinda paiseh..but very happy..thannk God for this friendship or should i say sistership...she is actually very lovable after knowing her...hope our friendship gets better and better each day...haha



Quite upset de...my manager will usually borrow thumbdrive from me and return, cause he lost his thumbdrive few months back...as i have 2 thumbdrive in my office, i would always lend him the one i din do my work in...but that one have all my pictures inside..it contains photos of my water baptism, of my days in SOT(Bible School), my days in church, most of the photos taken since I was 16 yrs old, about 8 yrs...yesterday he misplaced the thumbdrive, we search everywhere in the office but could not find it. he recalled taking out from the conference room after using and putting it on his desk, we checked the cctv in office but no clues, we search again but could not find it..aunty pantry and chris even search the big dustbin but also found nothing...its just a 1 gb thumbdrive, but its the photos in there, and also the meeting info they had in the conference room. Pray that i be able to find my thumbdrive, actually i not so sad de, but as i think of all the photos which bring back the memories, i felt more and more sad..



My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit



Last few weeks had been really bad for me. Got involved in this relationship with Mr X. But we were only together for 7 days (to be exact 4 day, the other 3 days he was cold towards me). My heart breaks when we broke off, I cried badly. After a few weeks, a friend told me he could not forget his ex-girlfriend, they were together for 10 years. Then my question is in the first place, why start? Its all over now and we are good friends.

I wanna thank a few friends who had really been there, my colleague – Benedette & Ann, they had really been there, listening to my nonsense and buying me chocolates to eat. I wanna thank my Jie (Angeline), though she kept rubbing salt into my wounds, but I know it was for my own good, cause I never learn my lesson. I wanna thanks Kai Lin from my zone, though she dunno what happen, but she read my blog and left me a message in facebook to ask if I am ok, she cared and was concern, I believed there are a few others who read my blog but only Kai Lin left me a message. Thanks gal, I really appreciate it. Thank my ushers “mei mei” – Yolanda, Priscilla & Wendy.

Thank my cell leader Joanne and my connect group leader Selena, though I only let you guys know after the whole thing is over, but I believed you guys kept me in prayer and will continue to do so. Had a very very long talk with Joanne yesterday after fellowship with cg. I also wanna thank God, for being there for me, sending different ones around me when I was at my most down period. Thanks for sending Pst Phil and Pst Kong to preach timely messages that really helped. I will stay loyal to this relationship I had with God.

Was still a bit depressed on Saturday, went service on Sunday not knowing what to expect, presence of God hit when we sang the worship song “Above all else” & “The God I know”.



No eye has seen
No ear has heard
Unfailing love
Far beyond words

The cross I see
Your blood redeems
My Imperfection
Your hands divine
Come shape this heart of mine

Here I stand, thirsting for you
Here I am, surrender to you
Let my life be you clay
Mould me in your way
Here I stand, desperate for you
Here I am, a vessel for you
Let my life sing your praise
Bring honor to your name

Beauty unfolds
Joy overflows
Your grace begins
This treasure within

Above all else
Above all else
We exalt you
We exalt you



Because of You
I was born again
Because of You
I’m ransomed by Your grace
Because of You
My heart has found a home
A refuge for my soul

Because of You
Sins are washed away
Because of You
Heaven knows my name
Because of You
I can live again

You’ve broken every chain

Unfailing Love,so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calvary
And now I stand, forever free
My Saviour rescued me

Now heaven, be open
Our God is, unshaken
We worship, Christ risen High above
Now heaven, be open
All kingdoms, all nations
Declare that “You are God”

During the preaching of the word, I cried. During Altar call, I told God that I lift everything up onto his hands and ask Him to heal me, not just in my body but also emotionally. Felt so much better today.

Mr X, dun think you have my blog anyway or facebook, but thanks for giving me that 4 days, I was very happy. These will be my memories.




In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.

It is better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all.



Love is almost like suicide.
You give so much to that special someone
that you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.



I`m tryin really hard n0t
t0 cry over y0u cuz every
tear is just a reminder of
h0w muCh ii can`t let go



Why is it no matter how much pain the heart
endures by holding on, the heart refuses to let go?
Why waste your time getting hurt by someone when
somewhere out there , there’s someone waiting
just waiting to make you happy?



Love is like a puzzle. When you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together.



If the heart is one of the strongest muscles, why is it so easy to break?



It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses.



There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more ...

"You are the light of the world. let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."
Matthew 5:14,16

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